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Just another day, another dollar, another war, another tower. Friday, Nov. 21, 2003 19:08 Time for an update I suppose. . . . . what to say, what to say.....well......hmmm I was hoping I would get to go out to the club tonight, but it seems that I might not get to, because Jacqueline can't watch the baby and my mom of course doesn't want to. I may be able to convince my mother to do it....Right now that is my goal, instead of paying my neighbor $10 bucks to do it, pay my mom five, plus five I owe her, everybody wins. Kim isn't moving up here after all, which is kinda pissing me off. I mean I'm happy for her, I really am, I just think that she is making a stupid mistake. By being so quick to jump into a relationship with someone because she's had a crush on him for years. I mean yeah, he's hot, but what can I say? She's being stupid. She needs to move here, and if he really wants her like he is saying he does, then he'll come and see her and everything. I dunno, I just don't want to see her hurt, and I just think that he's a little player and everything. I don't know, he seems really nice, is really interesting, and a lot of fun, I just don't want to see her get hurt. I dunno........grrr. I've been at the club every weekend. I wonder when it will start to get boring. I mean right now it's not boring because it's awesome that I feel comfortable there. Flirt like crazy. I dunno. I get tired of dressing normal and going to work and school all the time and going to the club on the weekends is like getting a massage and making the stress go away for awhile. I like getting dressed up (normally to me) and going out and being myself. I don't need to feel restricted on hiding who I truly am, like I am throughout the week at work, then studying my ass off and can't concentrate on anything because I have to focus on school........Outland is my little getaway~~Everyone needs that now and then, don't you think? Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx