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Breaking Up. Sunday, Nov. 09, 2003 19:29 Okay OKay okay. So I finally broke up with him. I talked to him that day about the stupid crap he was lying about, and I said I'm willing to start all over this one time, because I really cared about him, you know? Well after our talk things were really great. He moved in with me, and I got him a job working for my family. Things seemed really great. He wasn't lying and doing stupid shit. There were occasions that he would act a lot like an insensitive jerk, but really for the most part, it was great. I would sleep in his arms every night and wake up to him every morning. I forgot what it was like to be able to roll over and hug someone whenever you wanted to. But he blew me off on our anniversary and I finally just was sick of it, so I told him it was over. Anyways. It's over. I really do love him, and I'm kinda sad about the whole thing. he's not staying with me, or it would be easier. I miss not having someone there. I know I can't be with him. He lies like I have never seen anyone lie before. Complusive lies about things that he does not need to lie about. He would lie about what he had for dinner practically. Sigh. I love him and I wish things could end up different, but unless he changed and stopped lying it would never work, and I don't think that he can. Boo. I need laid. Someone come fuck me quick please. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx