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Breakup Day Wednesday, Oct. 15, 2003 14:18 He's so cute. Don't you think? The boy thinks he's a lil pimp. It's like he may have gotten away with all these little girls he was dating before, he just thinks he's so slick. He lied again and again and it's just amusing you know? I knew he was a big flirt to begin with and was bullshitting, but I'm not going to offer him anything anymore. He lied to me and that's it. It's over. I'll get him this job, but I won't be with him anymore. I dead caught him in a lie, and he still kept trying to lie. I mean I think it's so cute that he thinks he can get away with it all. It's alright though, you know, because what he's been doing is fine. It's pushed me away from him and that's what I needed to begin with. I needed to be pushed away from him because I like him more then I should. And he wants to play lil immature games, then he can. What I hate the most is the fact that I actually thought he was a decent person ya know? I really thought he was the nice good guy that he came off as. But what else am I supposed to say? He thinks he's so cute and slick and everything. He can continue to be like that, and without me. He helped make it easier to make my desicion. It's kinda sad, because I really really thought that there could be something special. What really PISSES ME THE FLYING FUCK OFF is that I let him in my son's life, ya know? Ugh...see this is what I hate...I finally put a lil faith into men again and pow...this is what happens. Oh well...........I told him I would still be friends with him on matter what, and I will. But he's not he kinda man that deserves me. I prepared him last night for the fact that I was going to break up with him tonight..........we'll see. I need to get some booty in first. Is that bad? Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx