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Feelings for Evan Sunday, Apr. 13, 2003 10:02 Grrr. I have to start this shit over. I already started an entry but I went to a link and lost it all. Anyways. I'll try and remember what I said. I am sad today and yesterday. Basically because he's leaving and it kinda hit me. I was enjoying the whole week with him ( besides just the sex thank you!) It was really nice having him around again. Sleeping in his arms every night. That's what kicked ass. I haven't slept in weeks or really ate. Shit. I've eaten and slept more this past week with him home then in the past month. They may not nessicarily sound good, but it's a good thing. He makes me feel safe. I can't explain how I feel around him. I didn't really realize how much I missed him til he was home. Like how much I loved to touch him. So shit, I keep giving him backrubs and running my hands all over him, not even trying to turn him on ( I swear!--he's hot for me I can't help it!) His skin is so soft, and I love the way that he feels. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx