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Chat is life. Life is chat. Whatever Monday, Mar. 31, 2003 20:05 Damn,I start this damn thing. And I can't even write in it. Just always seems like there is so much shit going on. Ugh. Anyways. I am no longer dating Jay. I think that's best. He was too stuck on himself or whatever. I think I need to be single right now. There are a lot of people that are trying to date me. And I dont' want to pick any of them and make a mistake and waste my time. God, I've been going in the chat room a lot more then I used to. Everyday now. I swear these people.......they're like a bunch of immature high schoolers. It gets annoying. And I've read a lot of people's journals, and I just have to roll my eyes. All they talk about is people they talk to online or that chat room. I'm like ok, um ok? Don't they have a life outside of that room? God, anyways. Hell yes I get online a lot and I'm in that room a lot. But to me, it's not like anything that goes on in that room is real or has an effect. If someone talks shit about me or whatever, it is just amusing to me. I don't give a damn what any of them have to say. But damn some of those people in there act like it matters so much. Moving on. I like someone a lot. Yes someone online. Dumb huh? Yeah I think so to. I know they like me. I mean I do know from them telling me. I was interested, but now I just feel like they aren't that bad. I guess that's fine cause once again? Does what happen online really matter? Is it really that damn significant? It would be different if I knew the guy or met them. But hell there are so many guys out there. If this one doesn't show enough interest, there's always someone else. I never had a problem before. I do find it amazing how you can be so intrigued by someone that you talk to online. I mean, I love the connection you can have. I'm moving on. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx