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~*~My "hmmm" Weekend~*~ Sunday, Aug. 10, 2003 23:36 Well I just got home from being outta town for the weekend. I'm getting really sick of driving so much, but I have fun when I am there. Kim is outta the hospital, so I'm glad. I saw her Thursday night, saturday and today before I left. I got to see the baby too which came home on Saturday. She is so freaking tiny. I mean she's up to five pounds, but she's freaking so little. I held her and it felt like air in my arms. Made me want another baby so bad. hehe, I'll just live through Kim right now. I'm happy with being a plain old aunt, where I can give the baby back. I was at Kim's til like 3am and then went and passed out at my dad's. Then on Friday I kinda just bullshitted. Didn't really do anything and i was tired so I stayed in and just slept. Then on Saturday Jared took me and astraea and nicholas to the zoo. They loved it. Nicholas thought everything was a cat. "kitty!" It was fun. Probably the most fun I had in a long time, and I'm not sure why. It's not like I dont' go out and do anything, just had no interest in whatever I was doing. But seeing the kids have so much fun kinda got me into it. After we went home we all passed out- well except for Jared. When I woke up I went over to Kim's to see her and the baby. Me and astraea went and Jared stayed and watched Nicholas for me. I babysat her for a little bit. It was nice. hehe. Kim felt guilty about leaving her with me, but I insisted. I enjoyed it and Kim deserves a break anyways. I bought Reagan a hello kitty doll dressed in punk (that baby had way too many cutsey bears) and Kim a hot topic gift card. She liked it. :D hehe. Today, I went over to Kim's again and saw the baby, this time taking nicholas and jared cause he wanted to see the baby. We messed around in the pool for awhile and then nicholas saw the baby and it was so cute. he was like ooooooh. and he put his arm around her and kissed her. It was so cute. I didn't th8ink he would be that into her since he's so young. and surprisingly he was really gentle with her. LOl he kept touching her fingers and nose prolly cause they were so little. I got pics of her and whn i get em developed I'll put em on here :D Well I think I am going to head to bed. I'm tired...long drive. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx