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~*~OUTLAND~*~ Sunday, May. 25, 2003 02:28 ~*~Sigh~*~ Just got home..... I went to Outland. A gothic bar/club here in Columbus. As usual it was fun and interesting. I love being with lol what I would like to call my own kind. But I just feel comfortable. I also just think some people look so beautiful. Last week me and Kim came to that conclusion. There was this beautiful girl....dressed in a long pleather goth gown. She looked perfect. She was dancing and making out with this guy that had his hair like Edward Scizzorhands. It was just beautiful. Anyways......I went alone. Everyone that I would even consider going with, couldn't make it. That's what I get for making last minute plans. I just sat, drink and people watched. I love just sitting there and enjoying the music....talking to a few random people that come up to me. People want to like piegon hole people that are goth. That they are loners....negative....witches.....or whatever. Some may be like that. But not all of us. They are all really different, unique people. I don't like going into details. I never have. So I'll just say this. I had my laughs and fun. Got hit on too many times. I even danced a lil. But mostly I just sat and watched and talked with some other people. Watched a hot chick get whipped. and then there was the fat guy that got whipped...I'm trying to forget about that. It was cold again outside....but at least it wasn't wet this time and at least I wasn't wearing a skirt where my ass got all wet. LOL. I had two guys give me their number. One old ass guy that prolly thought he could make me his submissive lil bitch. The other was quite cool. I would love to hang out with him sometime. Well here is pic of me.....when I got home....Sorry I know it's a crappy pic :P:P I'm only a lil drunk in the pic. I came home early....didn't stay til close this time. In fact it's still open....I could go back. LOL. Ok note to self.....DO NOT WRITE WHEN YOU ARE DRUNK.LOL i so did not mean to make me look like I am posing for a porn mag or something. I was actually singing along to a song. But I think it looks like that LOL. ok i feel stupid for posting it now. ok hurry click.... Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx