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~*~Black Death~*~ Monday, Jun. 02, 2003 01:01 Beauty arises Disappearing into my wonderland Where my soul can escape Everyday brings death closer to my doorstep I am waiting for death's stern knock I slowly sob and shake Remembering the deaths I foresaw And took into my hands My hands The evidence of my guilt I wash and scrub Trying to cleanse my hands and soul To wash all the disease away The vivid color of death Showing the proof of my act I have killed Now I am killing myself Drowning in the guilt of muder Covered in blood Never cheasing to be there I wash and cleanse But no matter how much The smell of copper The burgandy syrup still stains my hands No one seems to notice Still I hide my hands in the folds of my dress Wash, wash, wash Cry, I'm crying Try, I'm trying I'm dying I can't live this lie Everyone is watching Watching My deterioration I disintergrate into nothingness blown into the wind I can not acknowledge these things Murder Escapes from my lips I'm falling I'm dying I belong to the underworld My sins have predicted my destiny I am queen I am scared and lost into Oblivion Lost Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx