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Kim's Accident II Wednesday, Jul. 02, 2003 23:37 I dont' really feel like writing. I'm tired and depressed. Been hardly sleeping between all the driving and being scared and sad about Kim. Well......good news today. She woke up and saw everyone around her and that made her heart rate go to about twice as what it was. From being excited from seeing everyone there. So that's good news. I'm inpatient. I asked Kenny- who was the driver if she was talking yet. Of course she isn't. Joe kim's boyfriend just got out of surgery when I was talking to kenny on the phone. He had plastic stuff put in his back. I'm not quite sure. But he broke 14 vertibre so I'm sure that's why. I'm feeling better about the whole situation. i just feel so dead cause I'm not sad or excited or happy or really feeling anything. I mean I'm relieved....that's what I feel. But nothing else and it makes me so mad and makes me feel like I'm cold hearted or something. I told my mom about it and she just cried about it and she didn't even know Kim. But my mom is an emotional wreck as it is. So I'm heading up there after school tomorrow. Coming back on Sunday or Monday...seeing how things go. I'm so tired and I haven't been able to catch up on my sleep. I'm just glad that Kim is ok. When I was there yesterday I got to hold her hand and see her twice. I felt stupid talking to her cause I figured she was sitting there in her head like why is Starr talking all stupid. And I saw the baby..only the back of the head....:D but she was so tiny and perfect and surprisingly the only thing that she really has to have done is a blood transfusion. It's like god took care of her....that her parents were really bad off but she made it she is what probably gave everyone faith and strength. I'm just relieved that joe and kim are going to be ok. I'm heading to bed. oFf to work in the morning and then to school and then to dad's and the hospital.....whooo hoo. then no more sleep for a few days. thanks for everyone's support. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx