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*~*~FUCK OFF ~*~*~ Wednesday, Jun. 11, 2003 13:18 I hate you. I hate you. And yeah I hate you too. God can you lil assholes get it through your head???? it's not about you. I don't want to be with anyone or talk to anyone??? Why can't you people just be like Brooke and just accept it and be there if I need you. God.....why does everyone in my life have to be such fucking asses??? Focused on themselves and don't give a fuck about you???? I told you. I don't need people like that in my life. I don't need it. Today is the first day in months that I've cried....I'm finally breaking down. I keep trying to be nice and tell people how I feel...nicely politely and everything....but they don't care. All they want to do is throw lil fits about how I'm being mean and blowing them off. FUCK.......Man! JUST FUCK EVERYONE. fuck you ok?? cAN YOU PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE??? i TRIED TO BE NICE. i TRIED TO LET YOU IN HOW IT WAS FOR ME. i TRIED TO POLITELY TELL YOU PEOPLE THAT i JUST NEEDED MY TIME AND EVERYTHING. bUT YOU DON'T CARE. YOU JUST DON'T FUCKING CARE.......JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ALL YOU DO IS DRIVE ME NUTS-- WORSE THEN EVAN EVER DID. HOW STUPID ARE YOU??? cAN'T YOU GET IT THREW YOUR DAMN HEADS??? tHAT I WANT LEFT ALONE?? I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYONE OR TALK TO ANYONE...IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU.....NOT ABOUT YOU??? CAN YOU READ THAT???? NOT ABOUT YOU. NOT ABOUT YOU. GET OVER YOURSELF. I'M DEPRESSED I WANT TO DIE DO I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU??? cAUSE ALL YOU CAN THINK IS.... OH I'M SO SAD CAUSE STARR'S BLOWING ME OFF AND DOESN'T WANT TO TALK....WELL DUH BITCH MY STATUS SAID LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE...BUT YOU HAD TO BE CUTE YOU HAD TO BE FUNNY AND MESSAGE ME. YOU ARE AN ASS! I DON'T NEED SOMEONE LIKE YOU IN MY LIFE. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. ALL OF YOU ASSHOLES THAT DON'T CARE ABOUT ME AND WANT TO THROW FITS...ALL OF YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE......IF YOUR MY FRIEND THEN BE THERE IF I NEED YOU..... CAUSE IF YOU AREN'T THEN YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND. AND YEAH I LOVE EVAN I LOVE EVAN I LOVE EVAN GET THE FUCK OVER IT. HE WAS MORE OF A MAN AND A BETTER FRIEND AND STILL IS A BETTER FRIEND THEN YOU EVER WERE. SO FUCK OFF........FUCK OFF. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx