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yawn Thursday, Nov. 04, 2004 08:17 Yawn Yeah, it's over. I guess. It's for the best. Right? Always think positive....that always gets me through. but i'm so sad. blah Yeah and let me add..........IT"S fucking good too cause he's an abusive fuck. Well, I accused him of cheating, which is funny when glitter is on your face, dick and in your ear, but he starts going off, saying its me and my issues with myself, and he just went psycho. I had his keys cause I was driving his car earlier. He kept trying to get it from me, I didn't have it in my pockets but he would keep grabbing at me and shoving and twisting my arms thinking the keys were in my pocket. I ended up with bruises all over my arms and legs. He called the cops, which was acceptable i would have too. I could have shown them the bruises and he would have been arrested and spent the night in jail. Asshole. DEC>4th I talked to the fucker the other day, it started out ok. But then he started saying oh i didn't do anything to you and that that day was all my fault. Then got his bitchass dad's girlfriend on the computer to harass me. ( I totally respected her before the conversation. - all of them. I cared about all of them.) Ugh, it just made me glad I didn't work things out with him. They tried to degrade me and make me the guilty one, and the bad one and insult me, and as much as I hate people thinking of me like that, FUCK THEM. I tried to make them see the light but whatever. He's an crazy abusive fuck and they can pretend he isn't all they want. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx