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My Fault Saturday, Jun. 05, 2004 13:46 I swore to myself that I liked him. I swore I did....but my heart's been confused all along......searching for the craziness that Evan offered me. I found it...magnified to a million. He's crazier then anyone that I know. He's more evil then Chris, he's psycho, playing manipulative, mind fuck games, tearing apart all my self worth and love...........until now. I'm fucked. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I'm stupid and I'm worthless. It's been awhile since I thought these things......but I've never felt this bad, never been this low, and never wanted to die this bad. But yet, somehow, though my world was almost prefect pre-him.....it's all MY fault. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx