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Scared of love Tuesday, Apr. 13, 2004 09:43 Wow. I finally live where I have access to the internet everyday, however, I never update. Ha....sorry. Basically since I haven't had the money to renew my membership, I lost images and it wasn't as fun to mess around with the thing and make it pretty. Well...there isn't really any new news. I am living with my boyfriend of like three months. I know that sounds crazy, but I really care about him and think this could work. He's great with my kids and he's really starting to show me how much he really cares about me and my children. I'm really scared about us living together and making the commitment. I love it, it made me feel great about the relationship, but what if it ends up being the wrong decision. I don't want either of us to get hurt. I really love Terry. He's sweet and hell, our sex life is wonderful. He thinks I don't want to be with him because sometimes I just need my space. I wish I could reassure him so he would know just how much I care. I'm just scared about all these feelings and I don't know what to do. I love him and I want this and everything we've talked about. I'm just so scared cause this is really happening...finally....it's what I always wanted. I truly love you, Terry Alan Young ~~ Even though it's hard at times for me to express it. :D Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx