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blah..... Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 01:33 Okay...now let me think here, shall I? I dunno if I really want to though. Hmmm. My head has this really weird....like....pow pow ta pow thing going on.....like too much pumping blood was cut off from it for too long and then suddenly you can (okay long story short...like choking or inability to breathe for a moment...but you knew that.) well yeah.... then pow pow ta pow....ugh. I can't decide if I like it or not. Haha. On one hand, it's killing my head, and on the other....it's like hello there, dr. haha like a drunken happiness..... so....yeah. I've had a pretty good week. Money life is looking a lil better. things are okay with me and Terry besides the dramatic fights over nothing....like today. Whew. But that's another story. Sigh. Yeah.... / / / Dunno about things with Terry.....Like it's good....or something. been thinking lately too much...really deeply like. Just weird....more things to sort out myself. it's easier to deny later to yourself you felt some way if you never put it on paper....or keyboards.... I love him. I want to be with him. I want to be with him now. but.... I want things to be different. I want us to be something...more. I dunno I dunno....my brains a big pile of mud. uh yeah. anyways...I ran off and messed with different sites with graphics...layouts...didn't add or change anything. I don't like messing with that stuff when I'm writing on a laptop. Yeah blah. I'm done writing now. I'm kinda irritated. blah... Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx