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Wanna Spankin? Tuesday, Dec. 23, 2003 14:16 I kinda have to update you for a few weeks don't I??? Well to be honest, nothing really exciting or memorable happened. Kim was here for almost a week, because every time we tried to take her home, shit happened. It was snowing really bad one night and I couldn't drive in my car, then the next time we attempted it, we got in a car accident and i said fuck it, I'm not taking anyone anywhere. Find your own way home. I was so stressed out last week. It was one thing after another. I needed laid real bad was probably a part of it. haha. But more and more crap just kept happening. I think Jon moved in my apartment or something...he showed up to entertain Kim last week and never left, but it's nice having someone around to hang out with, be stupid with, and helps with Nicholas and the house. We went to the club together this weekend. Oh the week before I had a blast at the club and afterwards I hung out with "t" on Saturday, with another girl, Megan. And I was at his place til like 5pm (this was before attempting to take Kim home in the snow) then I ended up going back that night to his house after the bar closed and staying again. It's always interesting when I go over there. I've been very stressed out about Kim. And finally, Thursday, I yelled at her. I was feeling really shitty from the car accident and went to the hospital, I asked her to come with me and she wouldn't even get out of bed to come with me. That made me mad and finally when i got home from the hospital I just let everything out on her about her. She's been lazy, not doing anything since she's been there. She just pouts and bitches and I told her that I didn't even want to come home in the evenings cause she was there. I want to smack her for huffing whip cream canisters. She's so fucking stupid. I yelled at her and told her she needs to decide if she's going to grow the fuck up and be a mom and make responsible decisions, or keep trying to be a kid and have everyone do everything for her. Just a lot of stuff that needed to get out. She just stared at the computer and didn't say anything to me. Anyways.......it took until Saturday night until things got better. I knew at the beginning of the night that things would be great. I was drinking at home, me and Jon were listening to Jefferson Airplane. I was happy...I had new clothes and fishnets from The Chamber. I was dancing around the apartment, and I just knew it was going to be a good night. I took a couple of Vicodins, so I was happy when we got to the club, my back wasn't bothering me. Notice how it says back feels better? Yeah prescribed medicine......for pain....from hospital....yeah....geez. I worked on a few "newbies" Chatlie was there and we danced together and he bought me a drink.....that was nice. His friend called me on an illicit event that happened last weekend. I played stupid til Charlie told me he already knew. Anyways...One of the newbies I shocked....hehe. I had it up all the way, he was like...uhhhh I love you, oh god I love you, damn....haha. When it was over, I made him kiss my feet. Which I found amusing....Belle and Donnie wanted to take me home, we were all making out all night long, but they left early and I had too many responsibilities for that night..........Oh....the real fun. Joe asked me if I wanted to work on someone on corporal....I said no, but then oooooh wait wait, can I spank him? Please please please? He said he was a faternity boy and that I could spank him all I wanted. Haha...so I had fun doing that... yes I know I didn't go into that much detail, but trust me..........it was awesome. Forget the Past ~*~ Hope for the Future Link me! <a href="http://sailorschica.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC= "http://sailorschica.diaryland.com/images/sailorschica.gif"></a> xx xx